What i want is a fairytale,at least a non-fiction one;I’ve had my share of mistakes and drama,my share of heartbreaks and being lied to/cheated on...i want to have peace so im going to find peace,i want to find true love..i mean,something that’ll never let you down,something that is intense as a thunder storm and as gentle as rain drops hitting my face....for a while i’ve been gettin myself in situations for other people,im going just start looking out for me..all i do is give give give and im tired of giving and not getting appreciated....i had love,i had a fairytale,a blessing and a happiness i thought could never be erased or broken;nothing but lies and empty promises....closing my eyes,i can almost dream of what my life would be like if i never played so many games or acting childish;always thought i wasnt loving him enough so i played games to see if he really did love me....when i finally got my mind on straight and im focused and can honestly say that im looking for a love that nothing can break,i get treated so bad by the only people i trust..the only people i love....being betrayed isn't no walk in the park and being pushed aside for another person better looking than you,or just because you wanna see what life is like without the one that truly cares..is just..really..dumb.....things just aren't the same but they’re not too much different either;i keep finding myself writing down my feelings because its the only way to keep my mind clear from doing something stupid....what i want i cant have..just a dream turned into reality,to feel like im on cloud nine again,to be treated right and happy..to be free from stress..im taking it one day at a time