She can see your past holding on to your heart and its your past that tearing her apart.
She wants you to fully love her but is afraid that will never happen.
The words she thought you spoke from your heart was different from those you had spoken earlier.
Now you have her so confused.
She thought that you'd love her unconditionally because thats the way she loves you.
She is always there for you.
Not wanting to lose herself over you.
But not wanting to lose you.
Knowing she loves you and wanting to be with you but she wont love you more than she loves herself.
Trying to hold on to you but if she is hanging on to herself with the other hand she'd have to let you go.
And even tho her heart will be broken atleast she still have herself to make her get on her feet.
Something was telling her that she needed you but she pushed that thought aside
She really wants you to be in her life but she is afraid your shell will eventually come between ya'll.
Looking in your eyes she knew she loved you.
Laying in your arms she felt so safe.
Now that you showed your tru feelings will hers fade?
Not wanting to cry but her tears just wont stop.
How is it easy for you to tear her apart?
Now she's sitting here thinking to herself "how can he leave when all I do is care?"