Am searching For a new LOVE

Know drama, I better let it go. I say that put I get knock right back down, How much more can I take. I want to be love and have love return back to me not "VOID" all the thing I been through setting hear with tear scream down my face am a loving person and a care person. But I have been knock down so many time all I ask for is a little bit of love and care.
There someone out there for me who know how to treat me, am down in the dump feelin sorry for my self can some please, please help me. I need some one to reach far down and pull be out of the dumbs and but my feet on solid ground and wept away the tears and pain.
I know Jesus will pick me up when the time is right, I have ask for forgiveness of all my wrond doing. Now am stand at the door kncoking will someone anyone please open the door and trape inside. i need rescue, will some one please search for me.

I no it make no different what am going through God is going to see me through because he got a blessing with my name on it. Search me Lord and find me.