At Your Convenience

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    At Your Convenience

     you said this was love
    and i so stupidly believed you
    and later painfully realized
    that this was only a relationship
    of your highest conveniences.
    you never loved me
    only what i could provide
    you ripped apart my soul
    and made me your puppet.
    in the process killing who i always wanted to be.
    i worshipped the ground you walked on
    and did everything you wanted
    but all i got in return
    was a sadly broked heart
    and a new personality.
    noone knoew who i was
    only the monster i had become
    i despise what i am.
    i miss you though
    and it kills me with this hurt

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    Insideme commented on At Your Convenience

    03-06-2011

    I feel your pain bro, nice , honest and to the point in its expression of this all too common situation......ps. people sometimes thrive on making you the monster...live and learn.
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    emokid

    03/07/2011

    the people who thrive on making others the monster are pathetic and need to find new hobbies instead of causing others to suffer

    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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