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    BEN

    I had you in the early dawn of light. You looked so small I lost my sight. You were small and cold. Never breathing never a soul. I lost you when you came out. I cant believe god blacked you out. I loved you no matter what. You gave me life. You have me pain. You gave everythign I have to gain. You were my precious boy. You were so true. I named you Ben.  Your daddy was hurt. So was i. We wrapped you tight and held you till the night. I wanted you then I want you now. I know your in heaven with a friend. I miss you so. Im sorry you had to go. But through all this I gave you a kiss. They took you away cause you were dead. I had massive thoughts in my head. I was your mother so very young. I should have known what was done. I looked at you so helpless and blue. I felt the pain of few. I have your picture in my heart. No matter what you didnt have a start. I wish I could bring you back. Time and time I wonder back. Back to the day of the dreaded fight. Back to the day you lost your life. I wonder why he was mean. To take you away maybe from the sin. I know I was young but god help me. You were a nasty person to of hit me. I was your daugher you gave me life. Then you took your grandson just on spite. I hated the sight of you for all you did. You took my first kid. At last I see in the dawn of light my baby born shine so bright.

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    myar commented on BEN

    06-28-2009

    all that is not given.... is not true. hold on to the promise of morning dew

    bughchimp2

    06/30/2009

    thanks

    Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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