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I cry in the middle of the night. You reach out to hold me tight. I hate the dreams You see my pain. You often wonder whats to gain. I pull away. You hold me tight. You look at me in the night. I hear you say I love you so. I am safe just let go. I cant let go of the past. It comes nightly in my rest. I see the blows coming time and time again. I cant hide or run. He beats me cause im not a son. He gave me life. I wonder why he did. I wish I was never born sometimes. The dreams haunt my life day and night. I have the pain within. I still have the bruises in my heart and head. They left there mark like no other. I often wonder if they will leave or hide. But at last they are here to stay. Stay here forever more cause my past is my past and my future is my future. Yet I close my eyes and see the horror. I need to be loved and feel safe. You look at me through the pain and say baby your gonna be alright. Close your eyes and fly away. The pain will leave till another day. I love you so more then I can say. I will just hold you tight and stay.stay
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07-28-2009
- This is very sad but a very good poem... I can kind of identify with this cause this happened to me for the longest years even after I got married. I had terrible nightmare that seems so real. I would wake up screaming and thinking I was being chased by my mother and I would wake up crying real tears and hide in the closet. I got to the point that I had anxiety attacks and I got into a bad depression because I hadnt told my husband what was wrong. He never knew until I opened up and told him story by story the hell I lived. He even cried with me at times and hugged me and then he understood me even more. He helped me to get over all my fears adn nightmare with his love. I hope this is not your story but if it is you can count on me as a friend anytime just to talk or for anything you need. I know you feel lonely and think no one really knows how it feels but there many people like this out here just in need of a friend
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