I put on my blue headphones against my ears
Hoping the music will drown
Out my thoughts and fears....
And as hear beyonce say "to the left to the left"
I start to wonder if i should have said the same thing
When you left or wanted to leave
So now i'm scared to wear my heart on "YOUR" sleeve
Because all you do is throw it away
but i cant seem to find a way to say its all going to be okay.....
cause honestly it's not i can feel my body starting to rot
With all the hatred inside as i look around
i realize once again you let me down.....
So as i fill up sheets of paper with poems all about you
And as my headphones still play
I hear Trina on my ipod say"I wish i never met you boy and it's killing me to know that i cant have you in my world"NO !!
I shut it all out as the silence of the gun goes off
In my mouth............