You left me!  Why I do not know
God spoke to you and said, "Son...it is time to go"
Like a butterfly...you came out of your cocoon and flew away
It was your time to become an angel...you could no longer stay
You lived your life...You paid your dues
Why do I still have internal issues?
You were the one to walk me down the aisle and give me away
Now I have to find someone to fill your space
I hear your laughter but when I look around you're not there
Now all I have is memories and times we shared
Daddy, you would always say "You're gonna miss me when I'm gone"
Not only do I miss you...I AM SO ALONE!
I fight back the tears but I feel them streaming down my face
I ran away with my pain and created my own secret place
There I could grieve and shed endless tears
There I could tell God I'm angry and say how I feel
Please come back! You weren't supposed to die
I'm trying to move on without you in my life
Some days I'm silent...can't find the words to say
I still can't believe God took you away
Though the tears still fall, they will not be my food day and night
The enemy wants me to be depressed but I must fight
There was an ice box where my heart was to be
I allowed God to come and heal me
I know one day we will see each other again
I must stop crying, for this is not good-bye or the end