CHOICES

We must live with each choice we make.
I for one have made many bad choices along the way.
I let my one true love go,
I shouldn't have but we were heading down a rocky road, and instead of talking to him I wrote him a dear john letter(What a cold bitch).
I feel so bad about what Iv'e done.
I love him so much,
Ever though I was married for many years,
Iv'e never stopped loving him.
My past love is all I can think about,
All I dream about,
I wish I could just run into him one more time,
Appologize for what Iv'e done and let him know I never stopped loving him.
I do need in him my life.
My life would have been so different if only i would of made the right choice.
I should of chose the guy I love not the guy that was my best frien the one I hung out with and had fun with.
I should have realized he neve could have been more then just a friend.
I tried to love him,
I even thought it was real,
I fooled myself into thinking I loved him,
I told him I loved him,,
But I didn't,
I was never happy, not truely.
I needed my true love.
But I made the wrong choice.
I I made the biggest mistake of my life all those years ago.
And it turned out so badly.