Compensation
Within this mind,a monster hides,
cursed and blind,
emotions divide,
and I try to find some peace inside,
but forever fail, then shrivel and die,
for this monster I hold,
forms mold and cold,
my rotting brain,
will continue to drain,
on my love and friends,
until the end...
A fight I wont win,
A fight that won't end,
A never ending sin,
My opposite friend
My alter ego,
they never see tho,
the pain I go through,
fighting this foe
You think Ill give in?
They think so too...
my conscience spins,
A small tornado,
throwing pain and taking gain,
leaving desolate destruction,
leaving plains and tearing trains,
from tracks of evil and seduction,
fighting for good while doing wrong,
so much I could fix but I won't
A problem here,
unfixable now,
but maybe soon,
I will see how,
to fight this beast,
deep down inside me,
to fix the diseased,
to a tolerable degree,
to put my heart and soul,
up to criterion,
to depart and go,
to oblivion
A fight I may win,
A fight coming to end,
to heal the rends
to make amends,
To find myself,
within this shelf,
of endless lies and impurities
to stand alone,
and stand the cold,
of rejection and insecurities
So I stand here now,
the end of end,
So I make a vow,
to never descend,
back to the way,
of endless gray,
fighting everyday,
here's where I'll stay
Dedicated to the love of my life,
Brittany Elizibeth Ann Talbert
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