Confused About Love

My feelings that I feel for you
Are so strong that I want to cry.
I know that I can't have you
and will never have you for my own.
You love another
That I can see.
It breaks my heart to know
That I can;t feel the warmth
that you have as you hold me within
your loving arms.
My friends tell me to talk to you
But my mind tells me "no"
and my body won't move.
What should I do?
Should I wait or should I go?
Pleaee my love tell me now.
Tell me that I'm dreaming
Tell me that its not true
I want to wake up, but I can't
seem to open my eyees.
I scream your name,
but you never come.
No matter that wair for you
It's like I'm always waiting
and never get the comfort
that I long for.
Will someone wake me up?
Will someone hold me tight?
Will someone tell that it will be okay?
My life feels like a dream.