ONFUSION IS GETTING INTO MY MIND AND EATING IT
SLOWLY
AS IF MY MIND WERE TO BE DIPPED IN BURNING ACID.
INCH BY INCH,
IT BEING DIPPED IN, THEN TOOKEN OUT
FOR ME TO JUST SUFFER THE BURNING FLESH EATING PAIN
OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
THE ACID JUST KEEPS EATING AT MY MIND UNTILL I'M JUST FINISHED,
THERES NOTHING LEFT OF ME
AND I HAVE JUST GONE INTO TOTAL CRAZINESS.

MY MIND STAYS SPEEDING IN EVERY WHICH WAY
AS IF THERE WERE A LINE IN MY HEAD THATS NON-STOP GOING EVERY DIRECTION POSSIBAL.
LEFT,
RIGHT,
HORIZONTAL,
VERTICAL,
UP
DOWN.

MY MIND ID CONTINUOSLY TRYING TO FOLLOW THAT LINE.
THAT LINE
LEADS TO THE RIGHT PATH OF HOW TO STOP ALL THIS
CONFUSION IN THE HUMAN BRAIN.
BUT NO,
THE LINE KEEPS GOING IN EVERY DIRECTION BUT THE RIGHT ONE. MY MIND HAS TO FIND THAT DOOR
THATS THERE
TO STOP THE FLOW OF "CONFUSION"!

SHALL I JUST "TRY" TO FORGET ABOUT IT ALL?
KEY WORD:
MAY IT BE
TRY?

I HAVE TRIED


BUT AS SOON AS SOMEONE BRINGS UP ANYTHING
THAT HAS SOMETHING
TO DO WITH THE ONFUSION I HAVE
"IT"
STARTS HAPPENING AGAIN
AND AGAIN.
THE CONSTANT DIP OF THE MIND BEING SLOWLY DIPPED IN THE
ACID.

AS CONSTANT AS YOU BREATH.
ONE MISSISSIPPI,
DIP,
TWO
MISSISSIPPI,
DIP,
AND SO FOURTH.

I HAVE A SILENT CRY
THAT LASTER A MATTER OF ANYWHERE BETWEEN 10 SECONDS TO A MINUTE.

I PICK UP THAT PENCIL AND WRITE DOWN THE STORY OF "IT" ALL.

JUST PICKING UP THAT PENCIL BRINGS DOWN A LOT OF CONFUSION.

IT'S LIKE THE FACT OF HAVING YOUR OWN PYCOLOGIST AT YOUR HANDS.

IT'S LIKE THE MIND,
THATS TWISTED, TANGLED IN A GIGANTIC KNOT
AND ALL THE ABOVE GETS UNRAVELED STEP BY STEP.











ITS LIKE A PARENT TRYING TO TEACH A BABY TO WALK.
TINY STEP
BY TINY STEP,
AN ACCOMPLISHMENT IS BEING MADE.
UNRAVELING A NEW START TO A FRESH BEGINNING.
BACK TO THE START WHERE YOUR MIND IS CLEAR OF ALL THOUGHTS
BUT
STILL HAVE MEMORIES.

BACK TO WHEN
THE CLEARNESS
HERE YOU CAN JUST SIT BACK
AND PONDER ABOUT ANYTHING,
INSTEAD OF LYING DOWN AND PONDER
OF QUESTIONS THAT HAVE NO ANSWERS
WHICH BUILD MORE QUESTIONS
TO THE ANSWERS

THAT HAVE NO
QUSETIONS.