Endless possibilites that will never be my realities.
Tried walking away...So many emotions trapped in
this fucked up state of mind.
Transforming into this distrubing soul that I myself
can not defind.
Blinded by the undeniable fact that I know would
put me on the right track.
Afraid of letting go, still resisting with the inevitable
that is certain 2b my fate.
Combating within myself as if I was my own enemy.
Heading into a psycological warefare, that I only
can defeat.
Drowning in a whirlpool of disappointments, shame and guilt.
Holding my feelings inside trying to regain my composure
all at the same time.
Shall I stand my ground & go a couple of rounds before I actually
realizes & visualize what is is that's going 2b found?!
No longer distressed of my fears. But yet...Bold, Confident &
Courageous of my ENDLESS POSSIBILITES that I know I can
turn into MY REALITIES.


Twashington