Staying bond and broken I don't wish to be. I'm wise enough to

know better, yet to weak to fight this battle on my own, or to flee.

God! I need you now and forever more. Even in my rebellious states,

I acknowlenge your Grace and Mercy God.

I've been manipulated, I've stumbled and feel low. Geting out of this

dark hole, try as I have, has become much to much, for my shoulders

to bear a lone.

Weak and worn I've been, Oh! what a mess it seems I'm in. "IF" It was

so simple to run and hide, far away from this misery I'm engulfed in, I

would. That's not realistic at this time. For you've Blessed Me God

with another Human life to watch over. A Son to carry on the Family

name. Many times I'm over welmed with Parenthood and Life the same.

Much more grateful I am for I know God you allowed another Child in my

realm to keep me grounded, to keep Me still. You sent your Gift of

Joy My way, to show your Genuine Love in a very Special way.

I'm crying out God for mercy that I'm shielded from further tourment. Is

it because I've fallen into carnial ways? Excuse Me God for My selfish

ways. I've failed to Pray for the whole World today. All the same, I

need you, today and every Day.