Hey God...
I'm talking to you!
Are you out there?
Are you listening?
Do you hear me lord!
Hear my scream
Hear my pain
Hear my tears
Hello..
Are you there?
Lord I'm reaching out but I can't see your hand.
I'm bleeding out but I can't feel your healing.
I'm praying but I don't hear you encouraging.
You're supposed to protect me lord!
Keeping me safe in your grasp
But I'm falling lord
Flat on my ass!
I'm sorry lord
Please hear my apologies
I'm begging of thee down on my knees
Forgive me lord for my committed sin
Though hard to believe
I'm trying whole heartedly not to repeat them again
Have I failed you lord?
In more ways than one?
Is that why my life is so miserable lord
And you don't reach out your hand to save me
As I aim at my broken heart and pull the trigger to this gun.