Happily Never After

I found what i was looking for
Finally i searched for so long
My heart is broken as it heads towards the door
Its hard to see it slowly leave

Is it just a coincedence
The only thing on
Is songs and touching movies
About love going wrong

The first time it happens i move on
The second time i start forming a shell
The third time i build  my walls so tall and dark
Its like i live in a well

I dont understand why it happens
I probably never will
The strong pain inside me
It kills

I'll never find what i wanted
And if i do it surely wont stay
I should enjoy my memories now
For soon they will all fade away

I learned the hard way we dont live in castles
and a frog wont turn to a prince
Fairytales dont happen
Cruelty happens at the hearts expense

I will leave my walls up
Because i dont have to be fair
I cover up with laughter
Not that anyone cares

This is a disaster
I already know
I cant have
Happily Ever After