Help: Am sinking

My life is unraveling

Fast and out of control

I feel as if am on a road that is narrow and long

But at the same time, widening

As the lights around me are fading away

I am trying not to give up

But I can not seem to find some air to breathe

I feel as if the walls are closing in

I don’t want to give up

For I know that there is a light somewhere in my dark tunnel

And it’s out there for me to find it

But every time I try to take a step forward

I feel the ground carving in

Everybody needs help sometimes

But I know right now

I need a friend

We all need something to believe in once in a while

But I need something or someone to believe in right now

As for tonight, am going to make a wish to God

For I have not done that in a long time

To give me the strength

To find what am looking for

And as I lose some friends

That I will find new friends

That will love being in my life forever

For at this moment I need a break

Am mentally tired and sad

For I don’t know how much more

 my heart will endure…

Copyright: by Lila Karanja

November 29 2011 12.57am