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    • JazzyChic
    • is thinking all I can do is not regret the good times but be thankful for the good times!! When life throws lemons.....

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    Fatigued, vexed, distressed, incensed

    My world feels like a cyclone that won't end

    My head is revolving and my hands can't even reach up to help brace it

    What is this and why

    Why does it have to be this hard

    Why me…why me

    Is my faith not strong enough

    My praise no good

    Have I caused you so much shame that I can't have any sunshine

    You have all power in your hands

    You can change the unchangeable

    Why this warring in my inner man

    Why me…why me

    When do the battles cease

    Why can't I stay on the road I am suppose to be on

    Why is misery always at my door

    You give me everything I need

    And I find some way to muddle it

    What is wrong with me

    I say I try but am I really trying

    My mind is perplexed

    My posture is weak

    My spirit is depleted

    A part of me wants to give up so bad

    But then another part is holding on for dear life

    That's the warring I feel

    Every time I want to say forget it…I can't

    I try to not let the thoughts even enter my mind

    I try not to leave myself open for this

    I fail every time

    I try and encourage myself because I have learned sometimes we must do it for ourselves

    I thought I was growing in you

    I thought

    I know there are hills to climb and mountains to cast down

    I know there are valleys to walk through

    I know there are winds that will blow and waters that may not want to cease

    I also know that you are the Alpha and Omega

    My doubt does not sit in you…oh no

    But in me

    What is my destiny and why is it so hard to get there

    I need to get out of this maze

    I'm asking for help.

    Amen.
    Copyright ©2008 Antira Jackson


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    litldeer commented on Help

    11-24-2008

    I HAD TO WRITE THIS ONE DOWN. I WILL READ IT EVERYDAY AS IT RELATES TO MY LIFE SO VERY WELL. THANK YOU GIRL KEEP WRITING YOU ARE TRULY TALENTED

    Poetry is what is lost in translation.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

    JazzyChic’s Poems (18)

    Title Comments
    Title Comments
    On Life's Journey 4
    Marriage 2
    Addiction/Cur
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    5
    My Release 1
    i will 2
    JUST LIKE THAT 1
    Show me, Where is He 1
    Peaceful Sky 0
    I Stand Frozen 1
    Missing You 3
    Urban Girl 4
    My Words 2
    Good morning Self 3
    Our First Time 4
    Help 0
    ...but wait 2
    YOU MADE ME 2
    WOKE UP 1