I sit here reading what everyone has to say
yet I feel so bad because I can not say the same,
my mind is so full, yet so empty.
I wonder if I say what I am thinking
if it will make any since,
I have this feeling just built up inside me
like I have never felt before.
I keep asking myself "What is this?","What can I do?"
When I think about him my chest begins to hurt
and only because my heart is pounding so hard.
He always asks me "Tell me how you feel?"
but yet I can not answer because I do not know what to say
maybe just maybe, one day I will be able to tell him exactly how I feel.
When I can tell him that my feelings are so strong for him,
so strong that it breaks me up inside when I think about him not being around.
How I just can not spend anymore time without him
that no matter where we are and how far apart we are that I will always care.
The way I love that when he is around he asks if I am okay,
and that he makes sure I am at home and the end of the night.
But how do I tell him?, I am so shy.
I can not just come out and say it, I am too nervous.
Just give me a chance, enough strength to tell him exactly how I feel,
to show him that I really care
I do not care about his past, because it is just that
I am worried about his future and if it is with me!?
He is my life, my ecstasy, my reason to live
he makes me whole and full, yet weightless and filled with butterflies,
like I am just going to float away.
But I know that he has a string keeping me close and my feet on the ground.