I look to

I look to the stary sky
only to find somewhat
a hestiation in heart beating.
I can't keep from thinking
about the day you left
& how bad it still hurts.

I look to the cloudless morning sky
only to find a sadness
that will never go away
I can't help but wonder
wonder if your looking at it too

I look at the sun
only to find the burn from it
is less painful then pain I feel already
I can't stop thinking & wondering
about you

I look to the moon
only to find  somewhat
a hestiation in my breathing
I can't help but gasp
for the breath that once was yours

I look to find you once again
Only to be somewhat disappointed
to find that your not here
I can't help but feel disappointment
in knowing your not coming back

I look to the Bible for comfort
only to find that your still around
even in the beauty of a sunrise.
I can't help, but thank God for
healing you & making you his angel