I pull myself back to keep myself from falling more deep into the deception that i thought would be more than what it is. I pull myself away from the pain,knowing what we had aint the same.Feeling of recreation of love never should or could have been.

I pull myself out of the hurricane of lies that poured it's distruction on my soul......forgetting how to weather the storm.. on my knees i began to fall save me i cry to one and all for i have lost myself,save my heart which has nothing left, gather the pieces of my life for i know not where to start. I pull the tears and hide my fears,I pull back the shades of darkness but see no light so i pull back and hope somehtin can PULL ME BACK TO LIFE.