I want to feel like I am first in your life, to feel that burning desire within

For I am feeling like I am floating in a dream

These are emotions deep within me; I feel that you’re the only one who can help me

There is nobody but you in life for me, come on let me feel that I am first in your life

Draw closer to me now so you can sense this burning desire within me

Wakening of what you have brought on within my very soul

Tears coming into my eyes thinking that I can’t live with out you

Come let me feel that I am first in your life!

Some days I pretend that you are here, hurting now that your not

I want to hold onto you, but I know that I can’t hold onto what I never had

I feel that you don’t see me, or feel me

Sleeping or awake I am dreading each day as it comes

Is there a shadow or glimpse of you in my life?

These feelings are making me so confused and not part of the world

Like walking through a dream, which is a nightmare for me

    Back tracking now, thinking I want my life back together now