Idk

Eyes rimmed with red,

Tear stricken face,

Puffy lips from sobs of pain that you wouldn’t understand.

You might know needles and hospitals but this burden of pain is from the soul,

It’s not something you would understand.

If I was that bad why did you date me in the first place?

I’m moody, emotional, unstable, crazy and clingy,

Did anyone ever think that some of those are what make me, well, me?

No?

My point exactly.

I’m sorry okay.

How many times do I gotta say it?

I won’t grovel,

I won’t get on my knees for you,

No, that’s just degrading.

I shouldn’t have to,

I shouldn’t even be apologizing.

Yet here we are again and my sorry isn’t enough,

You just wanna get take my v-card and leave,

I’m convinced.

If that’s not true than prove me otherwise.

Granted, I’m no better than you,

Although come to think about it,

I don’t cheat.

I feel so broken inside,

Nothin feels right,

Can’t stop thinkin about you,

It’s not fair,

Why’d I pick you to fall in love with?

Why?

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redbloodink commented on Idk

06-15-2010

IDK......... why? I love my lady friend like I do.... you are right Idk... how you feel.... but I know the feeling....... to love is pain, but to not love is worse....... it is hate...... and that causes every one pain, but most of all it causes Jesus pain cause He didn't make us to hate, He made us of a complete love , so we would love right through the pain.... great write..... red

Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and history only the particular.

Aristotle (384 BC-322 BC) Greek philosopher.

Twinopolis’s Poems (39)

Title Comments
Title Comments
Hole In My Chest 1
Given Up 1
Idk 1
Emotional Roller Coaster 2
Headache 3
Momma 1
Strength 1
Army For The Heart 3
Angst 2
Weight of the World...BEGON
E!
2
Unkown Title 4
Sick Feeling 5
Untitled One 1
My Medication 2
Hold Me Tight 8
Inside My Pen 5
I'm the Type of Girl 8
I Hope To Make Something Of Myself 4
My Worth 3
Not Refundable 1
Lady in Waiting 7
Forever 0
Fantasies 1
Neverending Rivers of Tears 4
Broken Heart 3
Lies and Deciet 2
Done 0
The World Started Spinning Today 4
Wondering 1
Words to Fill in the Blanks 1
Because Of You 1
Love 1
Moving On 0
Karma 3
Suitcase 3
Waiting For You 0
Heart Shaped Portal 0
I Cried For You 3
Worries 6