in the depths of loneliness

Theres an emptiness and a hurt 
I cant conquer and find 
There are words i wish to say
I cant define and find 
Somewhere lodged in the cevices of my mind
There are words that are said 
They hurt puncture and slice 
Plenty of faces around 
Just smiling laghing in the light 
Theres a heart waiting 
Pulsating the time away for someone 
That one muscle grows 
Tired,dying losing 
Substance 
Losing 
Faith 
Losing 
Everything that it has left for the 
Wait 
The moment 
Everything unclear 
Murky muddy 
Im not the same 
Defined a grain of sand 
A crowed room gets lonley 
Sometimes i think
I wont be able to pass the next day
My day begins to turn grey 
Try to do this everyday everything fades 
None of these fallen angels can treat me 
Lost in atlantis again alone but not 
I express my disconted
my once upon the time is ending 
Everything is gone 
I cant find 
Everything is gone