indestructable

I am indestructable!
I build walls so thick,
so high,
I can not see the sky.
I point my guns,
I keep them all at bay,
each and everyday.
I say go away,
do not stay.
I am not scared,
mearly prepared.

But I am alone,
in my stone and steel home.
safe you see,
from the could be.
But I am alone,
this my heart does not condone.
So I let you in,
knowing you will sin,
and I,
will never win.
I give you my heart,
each and every part.

Like a double agent you take my trust,
make my walls turn to rust.
You tell me to share what I hide
but listening my spirit now died.
I did this to my self,
I took my heart off the shelf,
placed it back inside,
warned, you watched,
and it died.

Now I rebuild my wall,
soon I stand tall.
Grey would be the color,
if I had a heart.
Pay attention to this part.
For I am indestructable!
Never again will I let you in,
it is I who will live in sin.
Here to debase all, 
I will make them crawl.
For the last time I give my trust,
you have burned me for my lust,
now I turn you all to dust.

You were my last thread,
my last moral shread.
I release silly notions of love,
and will not send souls above.
Succubus you stole,
every bit of soul.
Now all that remains,
has no guilt,
darkness no restrains,
this succubus, you built. 
 
Now only sociopath,
this my demograph.
I care now for nothing,
nothing but self.
It is all I have,
all that will now ever be,
how can you not see,
this is what you have made me.
Now a walking diety,
freed of chains of pity.

I AM INDESTRUCTABLE!