i told myself that i will leave you in the past
yet, here i am thinking of you again
so much has passed between us...
why cant you become just a memory???
why does my love for you still hang on?
i remember the taste of your lips on mine...
the tenderness of your touch...
yet it wasnt me that you wanted...
it wasnt me that you needed....
yet, still you call me...
you reach out
deny what you feel...
now that i love another
my love for you still remains
how can that be??
memories are supposed to fade with time
yet the memory of you remains..
i dream of you lying beside me
holding me tight
yet i know that will never be
you make promises
say sweet words,
my name from your lips makes me weep
i need to leave you in the past
i need to find the strength to let you go
yet here in the present you remain...
my head is so confused
my heart filled with doubt...
do i wait for you??
do i forget you??
my heart is in anguish
torn between two loves
one new and fresh
the other full of memories...
you need to become just a memory