just my pain!
I love my family so much that I think that if I try to love as much as I think I do I can't help but to think that god hates to see me happy and that is why he takes all the people I love away from me.
does he really think that I'm that strong to handle all this pain on my own?
I hate not feeling happy for my family and to see my family crying is like someone cutting me over and over again.
I hate everything that is here, rite here by me.
I can't stop the tears that come from time to time,
I hate not knowing if I will ever heal the holes that god has left.
I hate feeling helpless!
And now I hate that I hate everything that I have now,
I Hate thinking that I have no one here to understand since I really don't!
Can anyone really know how you feel without knowing a person?
I cried and felt the stringing pain that came with hearing that someone I loved passed away again.
will it ever get easy to hear that someone that you loved passed?
can you really just put that behind you?
I wish god would leave me alone, I wish that if he were to choose someone I loved I wish it had been me.
I wish I could be the one that took away the pain from my family, if god thinks i can handle this and still live through it then he should just give me my families pain for me to hold.
If I could take away the pain that my family is suffering from,
I swear I would take it in a second so I wouldn't have to see them hurting.
PLEASE!!!!
To my uncles that are not with me, NOW!
does he really think that I'm that strong to handle all this pain on my own?
I hate not feeling happy for my family and to see my family crying is like someone cutting me over and over again.
I hate everything that is here, rite here by me.
I can't stop the tears that come from time to time,
I hate not knowing if I will ever heal the holes that god has left.
I hate feeling helpless!
And now I hate that I hate everything that I have now,
I Hate thinking that I have no one here to understand since I really don't!
Can anyone really know how you feel without knowing a person?
I cried and felt the stringing pain that came with hearing that someone I loved passed away again.
will it ever get easy to hear that someone that you loved passed?
can you really just put that behind you?
I wish god would leave me alone, I wish that if he were to choose someone I loved I wish it had been me.
I wish I could be the one that took away the pain from my family, if god thinks i can handle this and still live through it then he should just give me my families pain for me to hold.
If I could take away the pain that my family is suffering from,
I swear I would take it in a second so I wouldn't have to see them hurting.
PLEASE!!!!
To my uncles that are not with me, NOW!
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