If my life’s journey should end today; rejoice in it, don’t you weep, don’t you cry. This is my choice if I should stay, or say goodbye.
I know that I am weary; and I feel I can’t go non, but don’t be burdened by this-this is my time to decide if I will live on.
I know this pains you deeply for me to feel this way; but my love for you will always remain the same.
I am not quitting, or giving up. I am tired of the no control in my life. Day after day I struggle with my pain; and day after day I call upon Jesus`s name.
I wish you would understand. I am not out to hurt you; this is not my plan. My heart is so longing to feel well again.
I know my choice will effect so many others this I can not deny, and I know I won’t leave just yet until everyone can understand why.
So when my time is near I know you will face it without any tears, I know you will be strong; and you will let me go, and at this time you will see angels taking hold. You will see God’s grace making me whole.
So do not feel sad for me, only feel glad. I only tell you these things because one day I know it will be your time to chose. Your time to pick the road to which way you will go.
Don’t be afraid if I leave you behind just remember I will see you again, it’s only a matter of time.
So when you think of me remember the good times and not the bad; always look at it as the wheel within the wheel, and this is his perfect plan.
So if I should cross your mind after I have gone; think of this letter, and
carry on. I will be watching you from above, so please smile when you speak my name, and please remember me in love.
I can not shed tears of sorrow for what I once sad, but I know where you are your hearts must be very sad. Look up to the Heaven’s when at times you feel this pain. And remember it was his love that called upon my name.
Now I can only say that I love you; and I want you to take care. You keep praising his name, and get your own self prepared. You hold on to hope, and let go of despair.
And if your life’s journey should come to an end; remember the words that I have said, and in your won last breath, call on his name, and finally you will truly understand that your not really living until he takes hold of your hand.
Your breath of life has not ended; it only has begun, so remember it was his love that brought us together, and mad us one.