Sometimes I feel like God don't even care
Anything is better then my life even a nightmare.

My Faith is shaken, And life is looking gray
My memories are fading of that thing called a good day.

I feel bad, sad would be an understatement
My nerves been shot, and my heart is miles under patient.

Death would be a blessing, a relief from all the sorrow,
I go to bed, scared that I will wake to see tomorrow.

Tomorrow, is a fearful thought, sure to bring nothing good,
If I wasn't scared of going to hell, Kill myself I would.

I would...

But I can't so I just, hope for better days, and a end to the pain,
The New Orleans flood would seem a puddle, compared to my life's rain.

So I pray my faith is restored, and that God Helps me to Heal,
I can't help but to know that God is able, But I am no longer sure if he Will...

Titus Ashley -