I feel lost in oblivion where am I going where did I come from

At this point I don’t know what to get my hopes up for and what not to

I’ve been here there and everywhere yet I still have no idea where I am

I want to move on but what to move on to

Do I move on to bigger and better things or back into a slum at the bottom of a ditch

It’s like a black hole is sucking my life back into oblivion without any options

I have so many hopes and dreams but it seems like a dead end street

Do I wish for the best and get the worst or should I expect the worst and avoid the disappointment

Is there a way out of oblivion or am I stuck here for a while

Am I moving a step forward and then two steps back or can I continue attempting to move forward

When am I going to choose my life for myself

I’m tired of not being in control of my path

I don’t want to be lost in this cold, damp, awful place I call oblivion

I want to be in control of my own fate and destiny

STOP CHOOSING MY PASSAGE FOR ME AND TAKE THIS HORRID BLOCK DOWN so I can attempt to live my life the way I want to!