I thought everything was coming true within the first moment i saw you. But my scarred heart couldn't take the beating it was gonna receive. I thought it was destiny when i met you and seeing you smile. I came to think that you and me were gonna be together forever, but forever never comes when you want it to come. I left you years ago to start this new life. I had these memories of you as you started coming in my dreams. I wanted these dead memories of you to stop as it made me think of you more and more as it made me think of the life we could have had together. My scarred heart was turning into this darkened heart. I knew it was shattering piece by piece. So i take this knife and try so much to cut you out of my life so you may have a happy life with the one you shall become to love. So when you read my letter I shall no longer be on this earth with you.