Here I am … Where are you?
I looked for you but you weren’t there
I’ve search the world my whole life through
To have a love like you

How could it be you loved me so
I’ve ached for someone just like you
You had to have been sent by God
To fill my heart with such fullness and love

Yes, I’ve cried many lonely nights
As I walked the streets alone in the wee
Hours of the night and I’d wish to have that
Special someone to love and hold me tight

Oh to be able to lay safely by his side and
Hear his heart beat next to mine

Suddenly I’m awake for it was but a dream
It seemed so real, but what was real
Is that I am still here alone

My spirit yearns and needs to give my all
To the man I am to love
I pray he sees my heart from within
And knows there’s much more to me inside

I fear I will never be loved again
And fear I am destined to be alone
With only my memories from within

I will not beg for love
As it must come from the heart
I’d rather be lonely than to accept
A lie or truth in part

When I’ve tried to live my life
As someone else expects and plans
It keeps me from being the real person that I am

Life’s too short to argue or play games
I want all God has to offer for me in this life

I have not hatred or a grudge within me
As it becomes a heavy burden to carry in life

Life’s too short – it is but a vapor
Here one moment and gone the next

So take this day – No, take this moment
To look deeply into your soul
To find and trust the GOD you believe in

This life is not forever
But there is a God
Who is the Truth, Love, and Forgiveness
Who wants us to be with Him in Eternity

Written by: (Victoria L. Crosier)
07/2006 in Anchorage, AK