Listless almost mind dead,

Thoughts race,

From place to place,

Inside my head,

Both extremes and all so fast,

How long can such emotion last,

Silently there I sit,

Try to get a grip on it,

Wronged so viciously,

The uttermost cruelty,

Vengeance sinking rancid teeth in me,

I simply pile on another heap,

Until its head is buried deep,

In the only weapon I yet keep,

Surprise, then dread,

And then it’s dead,

Not expecting LOVE to reap,

A multitude of forces,

Assault my troubled soul,

I know what their course is,

Of my life they want control,

Alas, as long as I am sane,

I give myself to my god’s NAME,

Yahwah, Papa, Lord of mercy,

Let your holy ghost embrace me,

Steady, calm and everlasting,

Answers all that I am asking,

In my innocent childish prayer,

I understand He’s always there,

Until my life’s last breath,

When this body,

Surrounding me,

Knows death,

The love I feel,

And know is real,

I pray will be,

All that others see,

Not fear, pain or animosity,

Who me complain, let it not be,

I pray I stay eternally,

A reflection of,

My Father’s love.