When i look into the mirror i see me. (My reflection) When i look into my eyes i see brown,but as i look closer i see fear,hate,revenge, love,frustration and confusion....i began to look deeper,tears rolls down my eyes....Ugh! I hate how i look! I am so ugly! I have so many scars on my face but it seems as if I'm the only one that really notice...I want to look better and also want to show others what i see but I'm afraid, afraid of change,afraid that i will be judged,afraid that others just wouldn't understand me, so instead i wear a mask..... With my mask on i feel as if I'm invisible.... When others look at me they see a pretty smile which at times is fake, they also see happiness & in my eyes to them there is a glow, a light that's always shinning, a lamp that never goes out out but if they only knew....Many people often ask, "How does a person smile so much?" But what they fail to realize is that a smile makes everything alright, it covers up even when one is hurting or when everything is going wrong, its MY way to keep from crying from all the pain i have bundled up inside of me...at times it hurts to no end but at the SAME time it feels good to have to have my own personal secrets, so i smile and keep the key to my lock hidden inside my heart therefore it will never be broken again....

Written date:November 24,2008
T'Shae Luv