I never knew I could love so much,

until the day I felt your touch.

I softly kissed your cheeks and passed my hand through your hair

And I saw you peek.

Your beautiful eyes, so small and blue.

My sweet little baby, just brand new to the world.

My son, My love, My little joy.

I will never get to see you grow up and shine

Because God has taken you from me.

I promise I will never forget you

And There'll always be a place in my heart for you.

Even though I only got to spend 3 mos. with you,

I still can hear your grunting in my ears.

My eyes fill with tears, every time I look at your pictures

Because I miss you so much.

You brought me joy and happiness

Every time that I held you and looked into your eyes

All the things that you did and didn't do

Brought a smile to my face.

I was so glad when God let you find your way to me

But I was upset when he took you away from me.

I use to wake up every morning,

Just to look in your eyes, hold your hand and tell you I love you

But that morning when I woke up and you weren't breathing,

It broke my heart and I took the blame.

Wondering what I could have done different.

Wondering what went wrong.

That drive to the hospital was so long, but daddy was there with you.

when I walked in that room, and seen you laying there with all those wires on you

my heart dropped and then I knew that it was time that god had called you

I stood by your bed and kissed your cheeks

and told mommy here little man now you can sleep

it was breaking my heart to tell you to go

but I knew that it was your time and god needed a friend

a good friend in deed you have been

to all in this world that knew you

god said little Shane there is no need for any more

of this pain come with me and take my hand.

I will lead you to the promise land

at the gates there they were all my family and friends

to welcome you home .

they will take care of you until my time comes

to meet you again in the place in the sky.

we love you and miss you Shane Mouton