I am under the knife, dont push down, dont hurt me anymore than you already have! I am trying to scream for help. Just watch me when your threw, i dont want to feel a thing. Something for my pain. Kill it anyway you can. we'll never make it. its all over. its all threw. left alone in a crowd. behind my eyes i am yelling, blood from my wrist tells its all true. the voice in my head is telling me to do this. i am the forgotten one, i dont want to fall for you. your not worth dieing for, but i am still here under the knife. seperating the ski to get a rush of sensation. Take me from this. throw it away.dont ever let me use it again. enough is enough, but i cant get enough. i am under control of the scariest thing that has ever happened to me. i am not evan trying to defend myself anymore, excepting the demon in my soul. let my soul and mind die, i dont care anymore.tell me it was a lie, and let me die. i have nothing to hide, but my life is a secret. My life is bared across the cross, torn from reality and dreams. i never know what to do anymore, take my life and never give it back.