I want to runaway from these fears, i want to runaway from these tears. leave the scars all behind,
leave me restless to die. you said you wouldnt go, and know i am begging on the floor wanting u not to leave,
asking you to come back please....i am running away not from you but the rest of the world, and i thought these
depressed feelings wouldnt come back as hard, till the day it was very far. i thought it would work, i really did.
I guess i wasnt the one in dout and in fear, doesnt it feel good to know what you have,until it is ripped away from you
then you just get sad.well today will be the first day in so long, that i will go back to the blade and never return.
I cant help this, i cant decieve this, and no one is going to fix this. The last time someone tried to fix me they left me.you mine as well leave me the hell alone, i am never changing thanks to you!