4:30 in the morning and can’t sleep again,

Tossing and turning – no comfort in sight

My mind wondering, so many thoughts I just

can’t seem to stop.

Thoughts of things undone, thoughts of things to

come and thoughts of love I will never have.

My thoughts are random and sometimes have no

explanation

I think about the fact that he will never love me – If

he ever does –

never the way he does her….

I can fight an actual person, but I can’t fight the heart.

No one can!

I’m starting to finally realize my worth,

NOTHING!!

I am just a useless bitch and have nothing to offer

anyone.

Still tossing and turning, wishing for some peace and

sleep

Can’t get these thoughts to rest……..