lorchidnoir23’s Profile

I have recently discovered that I am going to be a mommy! It was such a wonderful surprise for my fiancee and I indeed! I am an artist, it is the philosophy of my life. I cannot live without music, it also defines who I am. I'm crazy insane in my membranes, so be forewarned :)! I find myself always searching the earth, watching the faces of passerbys, and exploring inanimate and organic objects for artistic ideals and inspirations. I have this wild obsession with trees, and an inexplainable fear of dead or angry dogs. I love it when I have dreams, I just wish I could put them on canvas like I see them. I've been known to be blunt on most occasions, take it the wrong way or not, I'm not one to fear the truth. I am firm in the faith of my religion. The American government dissappoints me to an extent that I cannot explain. I do happen to care about other people whether I know them or not, but I really don't care about their outward appearance. I am an English freak, and I cannot anylize enough literature. I also love biology and anything that it concerns. I love to learn, and you might find me dorking around at the bookstore or the flea market on the prowl for a good read. I love to love, and I do so with such passion that it even drives ME mad at times. I believe in manners and that wonderful thing called "Southern hospitality." My life is ruled by tragedy, angst, passion, and love-and I eagerly take the best of every situation possible. Turning any feeling into an art form; music, poetry, or visual art; is my greatest passion. The most awful emotions are best in raw.