Tonight inside of me a beast was shown,
a part of me before I had never known.
I never knew that I was capable of such violence.
Forever I will hear his screams in dead silence.
It started as a fight just to teach a lesson,
then I saw red from his robbery confession.
I only wish that I could rewind time,
when I left the house I would have left the nine.
I felt nothing only numb as I pulled the Glock,
an out of body experience, I could only witness in shock.
After two shots the evil deed was done.
Tonight I took the life of a mother's son.
Such a sickening feeling as I dragged him to the trunk.
Over the bridge, his body hit the water with a sickening thunk!
To be honest I haven't slept much since,
for I know retaliation will be my consequence.
I will allow the chips to fall where they may.
I issued my own death warrant that fateful day.
Fuck you kill me then I may see some peace.
It's the only way that this war will ever cease.