People keep asking me how are you feeling today
How do I answer them…there is just One way
I feel like I’m caught in an ocean of fog
Just stumbling along day to day….

The fog muffles the sound of my soul as it’s dying
My eyes stinging from the tears I can’t stop crying
The life that was once in me is dying day to day
But my heart just keeps on beating…God take us today!

My world’s filled with anger…anger & pain
The depths to which there is no end
People all around me… yet I feel all alone
Just waiting for God to take my son home

Oh how I hate you & I want you to know
How my trust in you is no more…
How I’ll never again believe in your word
How my soul will praise you no more…

Gods a “loving Father” that’s what I’ve been taught
These words just make me sick!
What a heartless being you must be
To let your child suffer like this!

The day you take my son from me…
Is the day we will be no more
For I can never again give my love to you
Like my son… my soul lives no more!


Written by: Debra Lynn McCoy
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Written for my son Aaron
Who is dying from colon cancer