I walk along the lonely streets
With no one by my side
Dark and empty, just like me
With so many places to hide
Beaten down by life itself
Without a chance to heal
I walk and think to myself
I don't know what to feel
As I walk, it starts to rain
But I still don't turn around
Maybe it will wash my pain
While my heart still pounds
The water falling from the sky
Makes a calm and soothing noise
I wipe away the tears i cry
Praying to find my own voice
Nobody is around me here
Im all alone in this scary place
They can't see all my tears
When rain is dripping on my face
I used to believe I had a reason
to keep my head held high
So many things I believed in
Before I lost my life
A young and helpless little kid
Who still takes all the blame
Still feels the way she once did
Her soul bursting into flames
Every day that I grow older
Is impossible to let it go
Weight of the world on my shoulders
And no one will ever know
So I live with a heavy heart
And a forever hollowed soul
A bleeding wound from the start
That forever seems to grow
I keep it all inside of me
Because I don't know better
It gets harder for me to breathe
As the raindrops make me wetter
I know that I'm nothing great
I never say or do the right thing
I am filled with such self hate
I can't heal these broken wings
I can't look at my own reflection
Because I can't stand who I see
I can't deal with my own rejection
There's nothing I like about me
I feel like I'm walking blind
No lights to lead the way
Still I try to clear my mind
As I walk alone in the rain