The feelings I  am going throw is rah and no parent should go throw this, all this Pain and suffering. Not easy to have a baby in the hospital and trying to fighting for his life. Air hungry is all he is, but it seams like I am suffering not him, all do is go and see him do want I can for him and wishing I can trade places with him.
    I prayed to God and his forgotten son to change places many times, but it can't be so. I feel helpless and it feels like there is nothing I can. Sap, watch him fight to get stronger and try to help him any way I can. feels like I need to do more, but I not know it is. I am suffering inside as much as he is. I wish I could trade places with my son, so he could suffer no more and I could do all the suffering.
I am in so much pain watching him every day, trying to breath for himself. All I do is cry and I know that ain't going to help him. My adored baby boy please get stronger soon!