I call you on the phone
To hear your beautiful voice
To be comforted by your sympathetic tone
But i feel like such a fool
I've been cheated on and lied to
And you don't even care
You're a cold-hearted lying snake
And my love blinded me
So i couldn't see
That you never did love me
The way that we all know you love yourself
That is the only person you care about
You live for you
And I willingly live for you
And no matter what I do
Or how hard I try
I have no way
To pry the truth from you
It's all I want
The truth
But you hide it from me
Because you now know that I've seen
What your love is doing to me
Each and every day
Over and over
You tear my heart in two
And though I can't figure out why
I fall in love with you more with every passing day
Just as the day before
I cant lose this foolish love
Even though I know that you feel nothing
And although I know I would be much better off
Without you my love
But now I've become nobody's girl
I belong to absolutely no one
Even you
Not you and not anyone else
I suppose that it's best that I be alone anyway
Despite that you are the only person
I've ever loved with a love like this
And still
You don't care at all
To you it's all a game
To me it was bliss
My whole life
But no longer will I allow myself to be fooled
By you or your selfish and sadistic nature
You paralyze me
Everything you said
It all runs through my head
Constantly
Again and again
You torture me
Killing me slowly from the inside
With your fake love
And I can no longer handle the confusion
I want to be taken away
Far away
To a place where I can forget you
And all the rest
A place that is safe
A sanctuary where I can melt away lies
And I've recently realized
There is neither rhyme nor reason
As to why I love you so
Everything you do doesn't matter
Because for some reason
I'll always love you
Even though
I try hard as ever not to
Despite it all
It does me no good
I simply go through the pain
Keeping on and on
Maybe one of these days
I'll finally have the sense to leave and never return
And if that day comes
You'll feign tears
And say you're heartbroken
But I will no longer care
Because when I was scared
You weren't there for me
And when I cried
You weren't there to kiss away my tears
You never were there
And all you ever did was criticize and abuse me
Tried to control me
As if I were your property
But no more
No longer will I allow you
To do this to me
Day by day
My heart is aching
And breaking
Because of you
And with my last dying breath
As I lay all alone
You'll pierce my steel hardened heart
And I'll become cold as any stone
I'll glance at the emotional knife
As you thrust it in deeper
Not understanding how this got where it is
And how this isn't how it should be
You were everything to me
But for some unknown reason
I was nothing to you
And I'll look at you
Just one last time
As you say it's over
And you had fun playing our little game
I'll taste the salty tears
Running down my pale face
From my once sparkling blue eyes
Now reduced to nothing
Because to me
To be with you
Would have been paradise
And coldly you'll look at me
With your snake slit eyes
Watching and waiting
With that menacing smirk
As you watch me die
Loving you will have then killed me
And I'll simply say
I love you
and goodbye...