You took advantage of me
You knew how I felt and you used it against me
I was delirious, but it felt wrong
It wasn’t just you and I
You involved everyone
Other people I’d never met
I’d never even met you
I’ve tried to forget
I can’t
Someone was there recording moments with a click of a shutter
I just wanted you
I didn’t want them
It was too much
I felt overwhelmed
Polluted
Nausea that was both physical and mental set in
I tried to rid myself of all of the impurities I had amassed
But there are relapses
Snapshots keep materializing in my mind from associations that seem insignificant
They aren’t insignificant to me
Each association brings back a memory
I can’t escape
I feel powerless
Alone
You did this to me
I let my guard down
I hate myself so much for letting my guard down
I should hate you
Now I am worthless
My eyes had life
Now they are dead
You were the hunter
I was the hunted
You tried to kill me
Unfortunately you didn’t
I’d much rather be dead
Instead I’m wounded beyond repair