I'm giving them everything I got....
Their liking everything I'm not...
Why can't I find what I need.....
Why does everyone have to be...
involved that is with someone else...
Why cant they be free belonging to no one but self...
Why do i yearn for some one thats already taken...
Why go to a place where my heart is gonna be constantly breaking...
Why do i settle for dogs when i deserve better...
I'm tired of reading those heartless letters...
That explain my love is no longer needed....
I'm tired of reasoning, begging, and pleading...
for guys who sneak in around two,
when the moon is peaking through,
who pulls back the covers and whispers i love you...
I'm quietly crying,
my insides are dying,
the scent on his clothes are not hard denying....
So he thrusts me so
grips my body not to let go...
I swallow my heart and persist with the flow...
WHY?

....because being lonely gets so damn tired