I'm looking with no necessary reason
and no expectation to find anything
That would ever make me happier than
The day I found out
I was a special kind Of weird kid
that would make you smile without having to try to
make that smile happen.
Even when you are lower than The ground
and deeper into depression than
The roots in the soil they were planted in.
You know what I mean.
The feeling You get to know I'm happy to see you
\smile at all times and I know you like to see
a smile shining on my face.
Like Someone that is having no troubles
hanging on their soul in this tough set
World of rules and restrictions for all.
I'm looking around with no need to find anything different
about my surroundings in this place
Or hope to find you standing right in front of me.
You know that feeling you have when you realized
I was special from the beginning
but never told me so because
you thought I would never want to let
a simple someone like you into my life.
You were wrong
because I would have let you in
since that day we meant in my dream.
The dream that showed you with me in happy places
that I knew we both knew were our favorites
and I didn't recognize or realize that my special friend
in all of those dreams of fantasy mixed with reality
was my soon to be best and inseparable friend for life.