A BROKEN FAMILY

I never wanted this for me or them.
I never needed the additional pain.
I never meant to hurt you all.
I only wanted to be a Family again.
I placed my pride on the side, only to
Be push away once more.
When Do I stop being victimize
Is what they states to me
How can you love, when your love
Is not wanted,
What does one do?
Can you ignite the pain that my heart
Endure alone
Just wanting everything between us right
But, when neglect occurs what is one
Sibling to do
I feel all alone
My Family has been broken
Or for that matter has always
Been.
I only come to ‘you’ my love ones
For love and admiration
Instead I endure hatred and aches.
I’m lost without a clue
Burned with a scorn
The void that I needed filled
Is still apparent
Running away from the harm
That my own merely conflict on me
For me love is so hard to recognize
Between the family that I only know
I look for positive reception from my
Love ones only to receive the opposite
Of acceptance, I think how it used to be
Only to endure the nothing I been getting
Discriminate against by my own blood
Differentiate the different between
My love and my family
Oppose in the unfriendliness to the one
The ‘one’ inscribe with the same last name
Can not bear to say my name
A family broken but, I’m afraid
I don’t understand why!
One step closer, place me two
Steps back.
Literally pulling me away from
The only FAMILY I ever known.
A BROKEN FAMILY!