A KILLER

ANOTHER DAY IM LOCKED INSIDE

THEY MOVE ME AROUND THE STATE

DETERMINED TO CLEAR UP EVERY CRIME

MY PAST DECIDES MY FATE.

I LOOK FOR HELP FROM THOSE IVE HURT

THEY ARE SO AFRAID OF ME

I AM ALONE, THERES NO ONE THERE

IM DIFFERENT, WHY CANT YOU SEE

MY FUTURE IS BLEAK, IF FACED ALONE

I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS END

IVE HAD IT MY ENTIRE LIFE

NO RULES AM I ALLOWED TO BEND

ALL OF US WHO CAME TO EARTH

ARE SADDLED WITH A LOAD

BUT NO SICKNESS DO OTHERS TREAT

AS A CRACK IN THE ROAD

ADDICTION, AS WEAKNESS, ARE WHAT OTHERS SEE

'BE STRONG AND DONT GIVE IN'.

IF STROKE, IF SICKNESS, IF PARALYSED

ARENT TREATED LIKE A SIN.

I SEARCH FOR GOD, I LOOK INSIDE

I TRY TO FIND A WAY.

TO NOT HURT MYSELF AND IN TURN HURT OTHERS

SO IN THEIR LIFE I CAN STAY.

BUT EVEN WHEN I DO FIND THE LORD

OTHERS CANNOT SEE MY PATH.

THEY DO NOT KNOW THE TORMENT I FEEL

TO MYSELF I FEEL SUCH WRATH

THE EFFORT IVE PUT, THE WILLPOWER IVE SHOWN

THEY LOOK AT ME AS LESS

THEY DONT KNOW MY PATH, OR FEEL MY LOAD

MY DISEASE, ITS CAUSED SUCH A MESS

BUT JUST BECAUSE IM SADDLED ON EARTH

WITH A LOAD THAT IS HARD TO BEAR

IT DOES NOT MEAN I FEEL NO LOVE

OR FOR OTHERS I DO NOT CARE

NO THING THAT I DO, OR THOUGHT THAT I HAVE

CAN CURE THIS SICKNESS INSIDE

NO WILLPOWER ALONE, OR EFFORT I SHOW,

INSIDE ME ITS HERE FOR THE RIDE

SO I TURN TO GOD TO FIND A WAY

TO HELP ME LIVE WITH THE PAIN

ITS ONLY THRU HIM AND HIM ALONE

WILL KEEP ME FROM GOING INSANE.

SO IN YOUR LIFE, IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE, WHO SUFFERS

FROM A SICKNESS YOU CANT SEE

CHRIST, HE SAID TO ALL OF US

"AS YOU DO TO THEM, YOU DO TO ME"

SO I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM ALL OF YOU

TO LOVE ME AGAIN I DO NEED.

I AM NOT EVIL, GOD DOES FORGIVE ME,

SO MUCH, ON A CROSS, HE DID BLEED.



----------------------STEVE BOLTON JUNE 13TH, 2009