A look Into Reality
PainLies
Crys
Why's?
The pain that keeps you awake at night,
The lies you hope will make it alright
The crys you shout inside your head
The crys you try to hide from your friends
The whys you repeat to yourself over again
No one will listen, and thats how your lifes been.
Worry
Pity
Blame
Games
Your worry is a sin
And your pity eats you from within
But you have no control
No say..
You blame yourself and don't know why
Your playing this game to live, or to die.
You say to yourself.
"What no one knows wont hurt them.
But what they don't know will kill me."
You feel yourself slowly, painfully,
Drifting out of this world.
You feel your insides being torn out.
That pound that shows your reality
But your secret that keeps a smile on their faces.
What's a little pain, for a thousand smiles?
What's a small death for a thousand lives?
"Make the sacrifice" her heart says.
"You deserve better" her head tells her.
She listens to her heart.
She doesn't say another word about it.
She crys, she lies.
She pretends not to hurt.
All she has to do is fake a smirk.
It's harder than it seems to be.
"They have more problems, then to worry about me"
She sits and listens, pops some more pills.
Feels it slide down her throat,
Into her empty stomach.
"Im fine" she lies
As she slowly sits there and dies.
She feels her death around the corner,
But she want's them happy,
Not to morn her.
The final day comes,
And she sits there alone.
She thinks of everything she's ever known.
"It's worth it" she softly says.
She looks around for one last smile,
But no ones there, there is no smile.
Everyone knows,
Everyone knew.
But no one knew what they could do....
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